He moved on ! Why she can’t ?

He was in love with a girl during college. She used to be in constant contact with him but she never expressed her deepest emotions for him. She always feared her family. During the final year of college, he confessed his feelings for her and asked her what she felt and what she wanted. She told him that her elder sister had once experience similar kind of love and at that time her parents didn’t agree. Her sister had to go through lot of trouble and fights. She didn’t want to repeat it. She told him it would never work.

He was sad. It was the worst phase of his life. After college he was working in a job that kept him occupied for most of time. He was broken at heart. He couldn’t forget her. He took to literature and arts. He started reading a lot of books and novels. He started blogging and interacting with lot of new people. He was enjoying the drift in his life and everything seemed to be in good shape.

Meanwhile the girl lost her father, who was suffering from cancer and she was going through tough times. He met her at the funeral and took part in all the ceremonies. He was a moral support to her.

Few months after the incident, she spoke to her mother about him and that she liked him since college. Her mother considered him to be a good guy and she gave her permission if they both were going on well.

He was working in a different city now. He did not have any more romantic feelings for her. He cared for and wished good for her but deep down in his heart he knew he didn’t have any feelings for her. He told her about it, however she wanted to be with him as long as it can be. They were in touch over calls and chat. They met once in a while.

He wanted her to forget him and continue to move on in her life and let him continue to be the way he was. There was no place for her in his Heart as a love partner.

He had one question for her !

Why can’t she move on?

Please share your thoughts in the comments!

Beaches to visit in Pondicherry

Blue Sky and the Blue sea
Fisherman make his way swiftly through the waves.
Serenity Beach – Pondicherry
Clean Milky Water Beach Shore
The Tortoise Eye View of Beach
East Coast Sunrise at Rock Beach – Pondicherry
Dawn at Rock Beach
French Coffee at the French Town – Pondicherry
The splashes keeping on growing !

Beaches to visit in Pondicherry :

  • Serenity Beach
  • Auroville Beach
  • Rock Beach
  • Paradise Beach
  • Veerampattinam Beach

Way too many questions !!!

​I have been thinking a lot about the entire episode. Where it went wrong or did it even. Was it me or was it you?

Did I assume a lot on my front or did you just hide something you shouldn’t have !

I understood you so well and I cared for you. I was confident about your nature and my confidence made you feel happy. You got through the tough times.

Initially I took it as my purpose to get you to your dream and it did happen. I am not sure if that was how it was happened and irrespective of me or someone else, you would have nailed it.

I am not able to pin down on what exactly is bothering me.

Is it that – why did I ever think that it was going to be us ?

Is that why am I unable to settle down with a composed feeling ?

Is the point that I missed on the important fact about you having a boyfriend?

Or is it that I am trying to find a means to blame it on you for hiding it?

Or is it that I am trying to find a perfect explanation for it and I do have that but I am not able to accept it in completeness!

If we being together was for a purpose then is it still going to be ?

I need to just get it through my head and listen to my voices.

I never thought anything romantic about you. I didn’t think anything. But you sure are an amazing person. The fact that I found someone who thinks a lot like me might be a reason I got so connected and that’s well understood.

I may be then after so much speculation – worried about if it is going to persist?

Are we going to stay friends for long ?

Is your hero going to accept it ? Am I worried about the future and separation?

Is it because I have seen examples in past of separation with people whom I had great connections?

Is it because people can’t accept or events break relationships(romantic or otherwise) !!

Am I worried that I focus in the present and I continue to be with you the way I am and one day an event will shatter it down completely – either from your end or mine ?

And then what will happen of me or for that matter what will happen of you ?

I know no one has control of future, but I have been through it all and everytime I think it’s different but the result is same and I am making an attempt to deal it well. So ?

What is it exactly?

Why am I so unsettling about this..

What is that even if I have an explanation I cannot come down to a concrete thoughts?

Because I don’t have your voice on this ?

Because I feel that you feel that separation is inevitable?

Is it because currently you have a strong connection at your front and I am currently not attached anywhere ?

Or is it that we have never been in touch face to face ?

Is it the classic dilemma of being so close yet so far away that never exists?